im losing myself in unknowns
i think i got lost in the forest
im tired of feeling alone
i wanna do something important
im useless when im on my own
uncertainty strikes without warning
it hurts when you call me, late night on the phone
it gets my hopes up cuz youre way too important to me...
yeah gurl youre way to important to me..
tell me you love me,
just tell me im all that you need
you make it feel hard just to breathe
i wake up in cold sweats cuz youre all i see when i lay down and dream
gurl im caught in your gleam
youre all that i see, gurl, im caught in your gleam
thought you was part of the team
i thought you were
fucking with me.
...
who you been fuckin with lately thats made you so mean?
im broken, eroding, i am a Disease
its hard not to feel sick when alcohol's all that i eat
its hard just to wake up, when everythings looking so bleak
its hard to excell when you lack the funding, and lately its getting to me...
lately its getting to me
her lines i keep tracing
she's got my heart racing
her touch im embracing
souls interlacing
yeah,
we were supposed to be done but we gave in
damn, what are we chasing?
you know that its fucked up
it feels like we're trapped in a cave in
but im not complaining.
is it wrong i dont hate this?
like what are we doin?
we're perfect like symmetry.
so much the moon and stars envy our chemistry
why are they still tryna make you my enemy?
If they could see us alone then
then they'd envy me
but i guess thats me dreaming again
wake up, tell me when is this gonna end?
make me believe that this isnt the end
no,
tryna get my mind on track
im tired of lookin back
if im not worth the time then
then take me to the back
throw me by the trash can
couldve guessed this shit was gonna happen
it played out like the last time
so used to it, im laughing
dashing, tryna run past
memories of our past
but you and i both know better
than all that
sit down and get comfy
watch me make a mess cuz ive been drinkin now im sloppy
and
youre the only one i want to stop me